A room of one's own

Missing u       Jem   
I wish this could be  a happy song
Bt my happiness disappeared....the moment u were gone
Don't think I ever believed that...this day would come...Now all I'm feeling...is lost and numb & ohhh I know I promised....Mmmm that I would try

Bt I, yes I, miss you..& it's killing inside

I'll always be thankful..for the time we had..
We were blessed...I should celebrate ..bt I feel too sad.....All the wonderful memories
just make me fall apart & it feels like somebody's....stabbed me in my heart

& ohhh I know I promised....Mmmm that I wouldn't cry

Bt I, yes I, miss you &  it's killing inside..Ooh well I, yes I, miss u....want you by my side

Walking, holding hands..Talking, making plans...Touching my heart my soul

I wish this could be a happy song..Bt my happiness disappeared..
the moment u were gone...Tell me it's not happening
Say it's not as it seems..Tell me that I'm gonna wake up
It's just a bad dream...Plz tell me that it's fiction

Tell me it's just a lie...Whatever u choose to tell me...PlZ say he didn't die...........

& I, yes I, miss you...& it's killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss u..want u by my side..Ooh well I, miss you..want u by my side...Back here by my side...Here by my side
......

昨天终于退出了循环N久的list，重新进入随机播放...

刚刚走出电影院的时候，刚好是Jem的这首歌，貌似很久了
也不知道怎么无由来的自个儿循环起来，循环了一路。。。从吃饭到走回影院取车，再到回家。。。

Jem的声线里有一部分和CatPower很像，后者乃吾爱之一，很多年。。唔

近来没来这里玩，让lily Allen唱了那么久，既然换，就顺道再拿Jem其它两首一起来。客观上形成扰乱式播放。呵。或许更有益健康。。如若要不休replay，就请手动吧。。

 Finally Woken       Jem   

Finally Woken, Finally Woken..I've been thinking abt things
For a long while,I'm feeling so calm,I've got a big smile..
I have a view of the sun
Right over the sea,& now I can feel,Life is flowing through me....

u see I've finally woken,From a long sleep..I'm ready to jump
To make that blind leap,Coz I now believe
I have the power in me,I've got the faith baby,I can truly be free....

Finally Woken...Finally Woken

Child don't worry it's ok,The sun is out for another day & I say it'll be alright

Today's the first day of the rest of ur life
Remember, remember,remember this, remember...

Child don't worry it's ok,The sun is out for another day &  I say it'll be alright..

Today's the first day of the rest of ur life..Remember..Remember..Remember..this Remember....

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有时回信是个体力活儿
我发誓不再拖欠积压，就像我发誓不再认真的玩游戏一样，只过嘴瘾，过后不算

近来才发现自己原来是个急脾气，完了，和倔加起来可以被发配支援月球了。。
近来才愈加明晰，最适宜我的汤，无外乎历经文火久炖，鄙人秉性过于慢热，so，唯恐速度一快就开始消化不良，轻则精神滞缓，中则闭门囤居，重则撒腿就跑。。。。
Im so sorry...ssssso  sorry....

come on closer     Jem     

Come on closer...I wanna show u  What I'd like to do
u sit back now,Just relax now,I'll take care of u...

Hot temptations,Sweet sensations,Infiltrating through
Sweet sensations,Hot temptations,Coming over u...

Gonna take it slow babe..Do it my way...Keep ur eyes on me
ur reaction,To my action..Is what I want to see

Rhythmic motion..Raw emotion..Infiltrating through..Sweet sensations..Hot temptations..Coming over u
& now you're satisfied..a twinkle in ur eye,Go to sleep for ten..& anticipating..

I will be waiting..For u to wake again...

Hot temptations,Sweet sensations,Infiltrating through
Sweet sensations,Hot temptations,Coming over u...

When you wake up we'll do it all again...

Hour after hour of sweet pleasure,After this I guarantee..u'll never wanna leave
Shut your eyes & think about
what I'm about to do...Sit back relax I'll take my time,this lovin's all for u....

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同事们都蛮有耐心的，一个比一个坚决的等着香港同事带来未经删节的完整浮光～
我呢，耐心有限？以便事后比对？机缘巧合？打完针以示慰劳？。。。
只是，大抵印象没有结束后回家的一首歌深刻

说来，“搅局”的也许是隔壁的陌生男士。。。每到关键情节，还没等我进入故事情节，就已然被这位先生起伏毕现的喘息声所包围，让我分不清辩不明。。。
另，每一次女主角轻轻抿一口咖啡/酒，导演都给了一个杯口唇印的特写，正欲琢磨其意
隔壁的先生充满真挚情感的厌恶道：好恶心，看了都不想喝了。。。
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事不过三，眼看第四次又要出口时，其同行的另一男士耐心的给他解释到：那年头的口红都不防水，很正常...
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此外，关于虐恋心理，似乎也没什么可说的，不过是某种正常存在的形式，形式中的一种，积压决定了释放，需要决定行动，选择只是一种各人决定，如此而已。。唯恐好奇的仅仅是某种潜在的窥视，就好像猜度他人平静羞涩面目下的某种潜在爆发力一般.....只是，惯性压抑者的内心，并不是自以为是者眉眼几瞥就参透的了的。。。

说起来自己好像总是没什么变化，不管与人还是独个儿，从来都吃不完大盒的爆米花，却没有一次不买它，还总不愿意买小的
一场电影下来，几乎从不会吃掉超于十个...
难不成又是一场场惯性而专注的发呆，也许吧...... 

夜偶耍罪恶，唯有夜风最为纯洁，浓雾却将一切纯粹之物暧昧的掩饰起来....

昨夜的雾很煽情，看见马路对面有人低头慢跑，貌似是某久未谋面友人，没有停下，我猜我可能看错了，想毕，也是二半夜出来玩雾的...

“活泼，有时颇近于草率，勇敢也有施之无谋的地方
倘若失了算，那是因为没算好的缘故。。。”都说这是句经典，可怎么越嚼越晕乎，越“品”越觉得是句废话空话大白话呢？

某次在餐桌上，Boss等人分析诗歌n首，无一例外，不用“诗歌”的操行诵读时，全是P话空话大白话...伪诗人就是这么混进人才队伍里来的罢...显然，“经典”一词的标准已经一降再降，已然相当具有亲和力了...搞得诗人们“不才”，都开始不屑于吟诗了，追究其过错来，淫媒难逃干系...

这个世界不缺孔眼和缝隙，
so，泛滥的窥视者们每每浅笑着擦肩而过，假装不认识彼此...

没有秘密，Coz你没有保持沉默
shut up or not？Remember，不要太入戏...除非牟有落幕之时...

Voyeur & Shower.....more & more

猎人的胸膛里装的未必全是勇敢

木秋千上晃荡的未必总是纯洁

倒是霓虹丛林间总有品性“复古”的珍品藏匿....

远观起来，煤市街纵横连轴那么一小片儿竟攒足了沪上街道弄堂里的那股子余晖味儿
问母亲，亦赞同
莫不是我们被那个丢人的“蛋”搞得视觉幻像了？

一个蛋毁了一条街
“插足”这种事儿果然寻不见和谐，于人于事于建筑，皆是

失败的“蛋”唯一的希望或许是拽着那“巢”一起搭伙凑成一家子，勉为其难的呼应一下……且当是白菜萝卜的口味之别罢，一个蛋同于一盘菜，众口恐难调..

呜呼~

怎么会那么多节日，像用丢了盖子的调味瓶做菜，味重的有些离谱了...什么味？尝过的才知道..你尝过么？太多都决然没有尝过，我亦懒得描述，平添几多偏差，so，爱谁谁吧，过节就要装模作样的道声节日快乐..嗯，节日快乐～烧香庆祝！香火旺人丁旺！

   每个人出生的时候肩上都有两个天使，一个左手天使，一个右手天使。左手天使负责记录人在一生中做过的坏事，右手天使负责记录做过的好事。当人死了以后，上帝会称量两本记录：如果左手的重，人就会入地狱；如果右手的重，人就会升入天堂。。。

不是救赎就能得到幸福..给同样习惯性把自己当作“救世主”的同仁们...en

关于公元二00七年9月17那场本人成长历程中的又一里程碑
我暂且打算过一阵再写

实在因为我仍处没有边界的激奋狂喜中
心跳不缓
狂烧不止
兴奋未减

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